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Love is Forever
who will love me today?
Created on 2008-03-28 18:42:54 (#15254894), last updated 2009-01-15
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Basic Info| Name: | sacrificeforme |
|---|---|
| Location: | Nebraska, United States |
BioSo I was in love with a boy, a boy who I thought would be there for me through everything.
We were gonna get married.
We planned our childrens names..we were gonna have two.
We were utterly in love..
Anyways...
I was..
He left me, told me I was worthless..that was his last sentence,
now he's dating a girl..all I was told is he finally has a good girlfriend, and it only took him a month..
he said he'd never be over me, that I was the one for him..his soulmate, that he wouldn't date again, or if he did it'd be years later.
HE FUCKIN LIED TO ME.
I hate him..
I hate him.....I hate myself for believing him.
I am going to go for perfection, I'll be the girl everyone wants..
He even read some of my documents in my computer about anorexia, and how I felt.
He looked at me like I am crazy.
I hate him.
01-05-09
I am truly, a nice person. I give people chances, I tend to intimidate people though, I am not sure why though, seeing as how all I see is a big blob of ugliness in the mirror.
I am thought to be a prep, I am thought to be stuckup.
I am neither..just very shy.
I am the type of girl that loves eye makeup and cute clothes that fit tight.
Even though I have to suck in..and its horribly uncomfortable.
But thats my life...uncomfort.
I am the girl that wakes up at 4 in the morning to do her hair.
I am the girl that doesn't sleep till 2 in the morning.
I am the girl that obsesses over grades.
I am the girl that cries over a B.
I am the bipolar girl.
I am the schizophrenic.
I am the girl with OCD.
I am the girl thats not perfect...
this is who I am.
We were gonna get married.
We planned our childrens names..we were gonna have two.
We were utterly in love..
Anyways...
I was..
He left me, told me I was worthless..that was his last sentence,
now he's dating a girl..all I was told is he finally has a good girlfriend, and it only took him a month..
he said he'd never be over me, that I was the one for him..his soulmate, that he wouldn't date again, or if he did it'd be years later.
HE FUCKIN LIED TO ME.
I hate him..
I hate him.....I hate myself for believing him.
I am going to go for perfection, I'll be the girl everyone wants..
He even read some of my documents in my computer about anorexia, and how I felt.
He looked at me like I am crazy.
I hate him.
01-05-09
I am truly, a nice person. I give people chances, I tend to intimidate people though, I am not sure why though, seeing as how all I see is a big blob of ugliness in the mirror.
I am thought to be a prep, I am thought to be stuckup.
I am neither..just very shy.
I am the type of girl that loves eye makeup and cute clothes that fit tight.
Even though I have to suck in..and its horribly uncomfortable.
But thats my life...uncomfort.
I am the girl that wakes up at 4 in the morning to do her hair.
I am the girl that doesn't sleep till 2 in the morning.
I am the girl that obsesses over grades.
I am the girl that cries over a B.
I am the bipolar girl.
I am the schizophrenic.
I am the girl with OCD.
I am the girl thats not perfect...
this is who I am.
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